Thursday, September 10, 2009

Wall 1 of my heart - fear

I think there has been a lot of confusion on exactly why I decided to host a Charity event. Actually, maybe not confusion, but a desire to forget about the loses we've all suffered this year (myself included).

I'm doing this to help heal my own heart, yes.. but I more so care about all of your hearts. A lot of us live in communities that don't talk about their miscarriages or other forms of losing children. We'd rather not relive it and that causes us to isolate ourselves and isolate those feelings that come with lose (again, myself included).

A lot of thing happened during my Molar Pregnancy and apart of me isolating myself ended with me spending one entire night into early morning seriously contemplating suicide because I felt worthless, I mean come on... my body wouldn't even make a baby, it tricked us all. That's when I stumpled upon a Truth that was later confirmed in me (about 4 weeks later to be exact)

Satan want's us to isolate ourselves. Plan and simple. It's his way of disconnected us from God and disconnecting us from a community of believers who can support us and walk along side of us.

That 4 weeks later I mentioned; God's heart hurts,cries out, and grieves with our hearts. With our hearts! That blows my mind, it will always blow my mind. We as women have had our hearts created to liken our Father's Holy Heart. Let that sink in and I guarentee a change of mind about our Creator.

That's why I'm asking you all to join me. Not for my heart, my heart is ready to share and grow and heal, but the only way we can ALL heal is if we release our fears and hurt with eachother. We can trust eachother, we've all been there. This isn't a time to grieve, but a time to allow God to heal us, together as a community of believers.

Please come heal with me because I can't wait to heal with you and I can think of someone bigger then us all who is ready to pour out His healing hand on us all


Anyone and everyone is invited to heal with me. Plenty of food, good friends and charity, you can't go wrong

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